It's not of being pessimistic
Monday, December 22, 2008
as few of you would know, i am currently teaching tuition to 3 of my cousins.. and 2 of them are brothers.. and recently i've learnt that their father was diagnosed with cancer again.. yes it's not his first or even second time.. but apparently this time round it's quite hard for the doctors to solve.. only chemotherapy sessions.. and the doctors told his wife that he might only have 2 months left.. he has 3 boys.. of which next year they will be in P5,P3 n P2 respectively..
there's been several cases where people are able to fight cancer and I really do hope that he's able to do that again..
it's really scary how thin the line between life and death is.. no as i've said im not pessimistic.. just that sometimes it scares you that you are never really prepared for the afterlife, which is the most important life right..
i want to be better but it really takes a lot of strength to fight whatever obstacles.. i mean its hard to change your lifestyle after 21 years of that routine.. im not saying its impossible to create change (gosh now i sound like i'm promoting Obama), its just hard.. but i will try.. cause at the end of the day, i don't want to only realise, the big mistakes i've made and lose the love of God, at the last minute before i enter the afterlife..
well, on a different note, i really miss my girls!!!! yay meet-ups this week!! =))))
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